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defectivegembrain
jewfrogs

the problem with autism is sometimes you want to do something (brave) but you need someone to gently walk you through each step so you know what will happen. and people don’t like doing that

2020knives
2020knives

u know what.

shoutout to autistics who don't recognise patterns in people that allow them to tell someone is being hurtful!

shoutout to autistics who get hurt by the same type of person again and again and don't catch on!

shoutout to autistics who rely heavily on others to inform them they're in a harmful relationship!

shoutout to autistics who can't tell if someone who hurt them is apologising genuinely!

shoutout to autistics who have befriended people AGAIN after they were hurt by them because they didn't realise that the bond was not genuine!

shoutout to autistics who used to think that they could recognise patterns of behaviour in harmful people, only to find out they were just traumatised and being hypervigilant about it!

shoutout to autistics who are able to recognise patterns but also have trauma responses towards people doing benign things, so they can't tell if they're recognising a pattern or if they're being hypervigilant!

shoutout to autistics who are so bad at recognising patterns that they have thought (or currently think) that they're normal/good at it!

shoutout to autistics who cannot help but believe everyone has good intentions!

shoutout to autistics who choose to believe everyone has good intentions, because they can't figure it out!

shoutout to autistics who believe everyone has bad intentions because they can't figure it out and they've been hurt in the past, so that feels the safest!

shoutout to autistics who constantly switch between these!


i see a lot of autistics on other sites post about pattern recognition and about how they can always tell if someone is going to be a bad person through it --- like, they can see someone do something, and recognise that other people who have hurt them did the same thing, and then know that this person will try to hurt them. i know nothing about it because i do not experience it, but i get bothered when people present it as a "superpower" type of thing and say all autistics have it. i don't! the only times i've "recognised patterns" have been me having trauma responses about normal, kind people.

if you are autistic and you cannot recognise patterns in the way some autistics talk about, i think you are incredibly cool and i hope you're having a great day.

iamnmbr3

venemusoak asked:

(Un)fortunately I didn't jump on the Marvel train until recently, and I'm a bit confused regarding Loki and the torture everyone keeps talking about? My rough timeline is, after Thor 1 he ended up in Jeff Goldblum's planet,,,,, aaand Avengers 1. I don't know when or why Thanos had him or whatever. Also, does it get outright stated in a movie or is it subtext? My biggest question is what the even fuck was doing Loki hanging out with Thanos in the first place

worstloki answered:

Welcome!! I do hope you enjoy the movies and fandom!! Your timeline seems to be missing Thor 2, and the chronological watching order should be:

- Thor 1

- Avengers 1

- Thor: The Dark World

- Thor: Ragnarok

- Infinity War

That Loki is/was tortured around/during Avengers 1 is canon! And so is the fact that the scepter he was using through the movie was also influencing him! Both of these are made pretty explicit and shown on-screen, though it’s never talked about or referred to again outside of the film, so many people watching casually are likely to miss or dismiss it due to his role as the main antagonist in the film.

At the end of Thor 1 Loki fell into a wormhole, then in that same movie we are shown in the credit scene after the film that he survived, but he isn’t exactly looking too good:

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This follows into Avengers 1 and it’s typically accepted that it takes place around a year or so after Thor 1.

In Avengers 1 Loki is implied to have spent his time in space with ‘allies’ (later revealed to fall under the Ultimate Big Bad who is Thanos, someone who can and has used torture on-screen on numerous occasions to get what he wants). The film opens with it being revealed that Loki will be allowed rule of Earth in exchange for the Tesseract (which he has the unique ability to obtain), and is able to use the army his 'allies’ provide to complete both sides of the bargain.

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Upon his arrival at Earth he looks and acts disoriented and crazed, attacking agents and using the sceptre he was given by his allies to mind control a few people. He stumbles and can be seen sweating profusely during these scenes as well as contradicts his position through the previous movie that he didn’t want to rule. He also uses an oxymoron about freedom and proceeds to leave hints at his plan through the film, but that leads into the theory that he wasn’t trying to win with his invasion and is open to interpretation.

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Despite coming from 'allies’ he essentially looks in worse condition at the beginning of the film than the end when the heroes have defeated him, including chill non-hostile behaviour immediately after losing.

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Loki is only shown conversing with his 'allies’ once, and we are shown he is doing the invasion under duress (threats, physical harm, heavily implied psychological harm) which is why his forced cooperation by them is explicit.

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Deleted Avengers 1 footage tells us that the 'allies’ had a telepathic link which caused pain and had him being monitored through the course of the invasion too but those scenes aren’t canon canon.

Here are a few other posts about this with gifs detailing symptoms and going into theorizing into what torture was involved because while we know Loki was tortured we’re not given many details, and a lot of people deny it. (x) (x) (x) (x).

It’s worth noting that this never being addressed in-canon again has basically resulted in the MCU retconing it years later and deciding Loki was motivated completely on his own with the invasion and was using Thanos to achieve the goal of gaining power because he’s powerhungry and has control issues since he was a baby apparently (they also got rid of a few other backstory things of his), but that’s kinda not what the narrative Thor 1 and Avengers 1 tells us on-screen, so it’s open to however you wish to interpret it.

iamanartichoke

This is both such a great refresher on the events leading up to and including Avengers and the characterization of Loki, and how neither of these things has explicitly followed-through into the show.

I'm not saying this as a "negative" opinion, I'm saying that seeing it laid out like this, with all of the subtext and context clues that Joss Whedon purposefully put in the film, because that's how he writes and always has, makes the juxtaposition between who Loki was at the end of Avengers and who he was at the beginning of Loki an even starker contrast, despite taking place only hours later.

And, I mean, ymmv on how you feel about that, but it's really special to just flat out insist that not only has the characterization been completely consistent here, but somehow at the same time the version based on Avengers and before - the version very clearly laid out in this post - literally just never existed.

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unofferable-fic

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Thank you so much for your tags, @iamanartichoke . They really manage to convey how I felt seeing one particular side claiming that we “made up” our own Loki headcanons with no merit whatsoever, amongst a multitude of other things. So well said!

worstloki

on the plus side you can pick and choose whichever interpretation you like better and on the downside.... uhhhhhhhhhhh,,

froody
froody

he’s got that previously neglected shelter dog rizz. he looks like he wants to quietly sit next to you on the couch while you watch TV

sovengardeswag
macademmia

every time I see LGBTQ discourse I think about that post that said masc cis lesbians get kicked out of bathrooms as cruelly as trans people do so why the fuck are some lesbians transphobic , and I think about how homophobes won’t check for your sexuality before calling us slurs and I think about how my local dyke March considers anyone who identifies as a dyke a dyke because fuck rainbow capitalism we are here to fight for our lives and I think about how my best friends are bisexual and I think about how lesbians have been loving each other in ways that the gender binary has never been able to understand(and never will) and I think about that post that says the worst thing the right did was convince queer people other queer people were the enemy

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